Sunday, December 28, 2008
First day work at Pavilion
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Friendship
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Short updates
Yet again lack of updates, so sorry ya. I'd been busy lately. Working 10am to 10pm, came back used 1 hour to read and reply emails, chat with dear, and research on projects until 2-3am. Pretty stress up, well that day my dear asked me whether am I tired or not even though I slept at 5am during past weekends. I replied her, as long as you really into something you really want to do, you won't feel tired =)
Okay anyway lets continue with some updates.
20/12/2008
In the morning, I met up with one long long lost friend. A very good friend, I can't believe she still remember me!! Well, she smsed me sooo randomly before that day we met because she wanted some advices. So we met up this day to discuss about it. We went to Old Town Kopitiam at Desa Aman and had a talk from 8.30am. Wow~ So early!! Its really great to see my lovely friend of mine again! However, I went to work at 11.30am! So engross talking to her and sharing my life changing experience! Hope your decision is not influence by my advices!! Think wisely!! For him and also don't forget about yourself!!
Reached work around 12pm, worked till 1.30pm then "flash step" out and watched Transporter 3 with some monash-sians! The movie was great, filled with actions!!! Love it!!
Basically thats about that day, and I had to do house work after I came back home because no one was at home. Washing clothes, ironing clothes, cleaning the house until 1am. Oh gosh~ That explain why I slept around 5am.
Today
Well, past two days nothing much really happen, its all about working and working and working. Today, arrived a new staff, Penny. Lead her and guide her for the whole morning. Then the whole day we kept chatting actually. She is from UM and now in UPM. Thanks very much girl. I can say I understand local university students better now. Its not to late to understand the reality now! Its never too late! =)
Tomorrow I'm gonna try out in Subang Parade!! Really hope to see better sales there =)
Friday, December 19, 2008
Emo post
A lot of things are on verge of giving up now..
Don't worry except AIESEC because I had so much passion on it..
Today~ I thought it would be one of the most significant day..
But then it turns out the other way.. Only got to let it out by flowing tears out..
Giving my best convincing her.. In the end she didn't have anything to say to me...
I guess its really the end soon.. What more I can do?
50 more days~ She might not have time to wait long..
Now I notice I can't wait that long too..
Wondering now whether what I do is too late? Still no response? I think I'm too late already..
If this can't be overcome? What else a bigger one come? The End?
I thank you for being so strong until today.. But I see how you felt through your actions..
I feel nothing can be done to change the situation.. Feeling really helpless now..
I guess its just another failure to me.. Sigh... Did I made the wrong decision? If then why am I so devoted to her at first? I guess I was wrong, I think I'm not qualify for her. What do you expect from someone had a 4 years less knowledge and high expectation. Pretty wrong right? I have less knowledge, experience but put high expectations. But she had high expectations too, and I don't think I'm the type of person now. I don't want to see her sad anymore, don't want to see her disappointed anymore. What can I do? I can't be so selfish to keep her. I think I really have to let her go, go far away and find her freedom and happiness.
It's just another day of disappointment, hope she can find her happiness soon. I'll just have to get over with this quickly. I have to stand up quick again because piles of work are waiting for me..
I WANT TO QUIT MY PART TIME JOB!!! Its so tiring~~ Wasted all my time sweeping flies away ("put wu yeng") I really don't know what to do!!! This the problem on not putting trust in God, now I had no one to refer to, to talk to. Normally, I would share all my thoughts and feelings with her, now what am I gonna do without her!?? I really can't lose her!! I love her very much~!! But then I did not prove enough I think. Sigh.. I'm so confused.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Last Minute Outing
I'm so lazy to update. Let the photos do the talking mostly =) On Saturday, we had our AIESEC TUC AGM. After that, me, Vincent, Judith and Yee Jin went to PPKKCTM to visit the children. At first we thought of just hanging out there for 1 hour. Mana tau~ We spent more than 2 hours there, enjoyed square dance with the children.
Around 7.30pm we left PPKKCTM and head for Sunway Piramid to eat dinner and watch Twilight! =) The movie was awesome but I think they should show all the scenes of 4 books!!
Thats all la. Lazy to update and lack of time. Congratulation to Judith and Whit Ni who made it to our Local Support Team!! Welcome to Management Team 2009!!