Busy Weekends

Finally I watched finish Heroes Season 2 and also finished watching all 9 episode of season 3 =) Seriously, its quite complicated in season 3 lar. Really can't see whose the heroes and whose the villains. But Heroes series are awesome!! Every episode filled with surprises, people who haven't watch it!! Should watch!!!


Besides watching Heroes, I'm so so busy with AIESEC work. Oh my.. Plenty of works to do!!! Other than that, I went shopping yesterday to shop for working all black formal attire. Had a great chat with my mom. Realized another part of my life that I should move into and change =) Thanks mom!! Love you ^^ Oh lets see, we went to Old Town for "yam cha" and came back home continue chatting until 7.30p.m. After that went for dinner, give a call to my dearest Amber!!! OMG la~!!! So so miss her >.< Is nice to hear her voice again, but seriously, long distant relationship is not a bad idea afterall =P There are many pros and cons, those who had a long distant relationship before only can understand =P

Woo hoo~~ I confirmed working on Tuesday onwards!! Wheee~!!! I'm also gonna buy air ticket to Taiwan by this week~!! Hope really can get agent price!! Muahahahahaha~^^Can't wait to see dear again. Its been 3 months + she'd gone >.< Not easy. Really not easy.

Believe in Myself?

Well today was not a total doomsday after all. Money and Capital seems to be similar to the tutorial however, I don't know how well I did. I came out from the exam hall kept thinking oh shit oh shit.. I'm gonna fail this time. Sigh.. Whereas other people like phew... can pass la... =.=

After that terrifying 3 hours paper, I went to AIESEC gathering today specially conducted by Jasper Koay with the theme Kung Fu Panda!! Well I felt I learn much in this session, to believe in own self. Thank you so much Jasper for conducting this AG. Kinda inspired me today. I guess this is the thing that I lack very much. And I feel I do need more of this workshop, so I could be able to self motivate myself AND believe in myself more without relying on others. I really want to work hard on these and I hope I'm able to find more of these in AIESEC.

Striving to be Optimist.

Check mail box today, received dear's package >.< It consists of letters and a post card. Thank you so much dear. I guess tonight I'll spend all my time reading all the contents. Really thanks so much dear~ Love you!!! Take care yourself in Taiwan!! Miss you so much..

Package from dear

Post card from Taiwan.. Its made of wood..
So special!!!
Together with 5 pages of letters.

The Adorned Zither

The Adorned Zither (Li Shang-Yin, 813-858 AD, China)

Coincidentally there are fifty strings on my adorned zither.
Every string and post reminds me of our good years together.
Master Chuang was dazzled by the butterfly in his dream.
Emperor Wang’s kindness was spread in spring by cuckoos scream.
The moon shines over the green sea, turning teardrops to pearls.
The sun warms the jade in Blue Fields, emitting smoke curls.
These recollections were the best that I shared with her.
Alas I didn’t realize then how precious those moments were.

Does this exactly translate your poem by Li Shang-Ying?

-sorrow-

中秋节快乐

今天在我的亲戚家过的很开心

虽然还在下雨，但我们继续一直吃月饼，水果，花生，等等，一直聊天。。

收到了你的短信，就觉得又快乐又感动

在那时只是想到要跟你一直，永远的走下去，就算有多么困难，都会跟你努力的走下去。。

也还有要很感谢你为我所做的东西啦~ ^^

我爱你。。亲爱的萧心怡。。

中秋节快乐~~~

晚安。。要早睡啦！

明天我去大学就把所有的照片upload la~ ^^

Expressions

I feel time goes quite slowly this time..
Future.. Wondering should I even think of the future?
Maybe its too earlier to think of it....
But I'm relaly concern about it..
For her.. for us.. for me....
Just hope that it doesn't affect her much...

Fear... Exist in both of us...
Because we don't know when are we gonna meet again..
Fear that in two years time.. Things may go different..
Decision lies in our hand.. Not either one of us...
If both of us stand strongly together..
Hardly anything could bother us...

Anxiety... Existed in me...
Receiving news around that people going to Taiwan...
Yesterday.. Some MPs went Taiwan...
Not only that... Jason going to Taiwan..
Man Dee going to Taiwan... What about me??
I'm stuck here.. Helplessly doing nothing...
What can I do?? Nothing!!

Sorry.. I should say to you...
Sorry that I randomly raise up an issue..
Sorry for giving you so much pressures...
Sorry for grasping you to my life...
Just wish that you will be happy always..

Risk.. A huge gamble from both of us...
I think he did "show hand" to each other..
We won half of it now... why not win the other half??
Let us continue to show what we have..
And see what comes to us...

Possible of the impossible..
You are the one making everything possible...
Why not let me be the one now making possible things...
Thinking of possible rather than impossible...
Should that only be in our mind??
Be optimistic to the happening things around us...

I thank you for taking me as part of your life now...
Still make judgement base on your family condition..
You condition.. You ability.. Your opportunity.. Your dreams..
No matter what decision will you make in two years time..
I will happily respect your decisions...
You are indeed a special girl =) I Love You~

两个礼拜了

今天已经是第二个礼拜你不在我身边了。。

我只想跟你说。。

遇见你是最美丽的意外。。

Nina's Farewell

Another of my good friend left today..
She's special.. My first ever close friend from Netherlands..
I took her luggage for her all the way from my home..
Since she parked it there at my house two weeks ago...
Sorry that I arrived late.. I woke up late...
Due to lack of sleep.. sorry..
I spent the last moments with her together with her friend Laura..
Man Dee and Eu Ginn was there too..
It was another saddening farewell.. Sending off her in KL Central..
She hugged Man Dee... And Eu Ginn...
And she hugged me for the last time.. and that time I was sad but struggled to show a smile in my face...
She managed to control her tears.. She was strong!!
And there we wish her a safe trip back..
Goodbye my dear friend Nina~ Miss ya~


The moment she asked me how was Amber..
It strikes my mind.. It was another sad farewell...
When she asked me "are you ok, Leon?" (on the way to send her off)
I answered strongly that I'm alright.. But I was thinking of the day I send off Amber..
When she hugged me... It reminds me of dear.. Hugging me for last time..
It strikes my heart at that time..
It was really hurting... But I manage to pull through it...
How much I miss you?? I really miss you a lot!!
How much I love you?? I love you until there's no one able to replace you..
How much I care for you?? More than you've expected..
I'm really missing you now dear~~ Working really hard days after days...
Just for you... me.... us.....
Love you so much Dear~

Seafood dinner =)

Okay.. Basically the whole day I've been doing assignment.. And eating as well.. I've been eating whole day o.O And also video calling with dear ^^ Thanks to the technology, I'm able to see her everyday but still we prefer writing letter than sending email XDDDD Love you dear~~~

Hmm... The best thing is I had seafood for dinner!! At opposite Subang air port ^^ Had crab, la-la, prawns, fish and vege la... together with wine =) Owh... I still remember that during the waikiki farewell for Nina and Amber.. I saw so many people eating crab at the place that we having dinner.. And finally today I got the opportunity to EAT EAT and EAT Wooo Hoo~~~ Just love the crabsssssss... Yea.... After that I will talk loads of crap too...

Wine for dinner

Sweet and sour crab

Lala, Crab, Fish

I'm gonna stuck at home for my so call 3 days holidays just to finish up my law assignment. Oh gosh... I'm still so relax though I had only finished one question @.@ Die Die Die~~ Ha ha ha~~~

Goodbye Dear =(

Basically I think I didn't sleep the whole night.. Maybe just a little.. Just wanted to spend whole night with dear before she leave.. I was asleep at 12 then woke up at near 2am and dear was asleep... LIKE A PIG!! So then I slept too.. Then woke up again at 3am+ Staring at her.. Looking at her.. Just gonna miss her!! Then 4.10am, she's awake!! Same goes to me after she shouted OMG!!?? Time flies!! Took our bath then right away get prepared to leave =(

So we left at 5.45am took about 45 minutes or even less than that since I flew 130km/h all the way to KLIA.. Brought her to check in her stuffs.. Stuck there for some time because she changed her flight earlier so need some double confirmation from the staffs.. Then we had breakfast! OMG!! Thats the most expensive and satisfying breakfast I ever had!! Thanks dear again~! Treating me for the last time fo the year =( =(

We had this for breakfast

Sad to say.. Time flies again!!! and its 7.40am!!!!!!!! So I sent her to the departure point.. Basically is only half way since I can't go down with her! =( Hugged her for long while.. Looking at her tears all accumulating in her eyes yet she held it and said goodbye to me~ It was a heart breaking moment for us after she gave me 8 pages of letters or essays.. Then she went down for security check!

Dear going towars security check

All I can do is see her for the last time from the top.. Waved at her and talked to her through phone all the way until she board on the plane.. All I heard is her crying voice and she managed to stop it somehow and encouraging me to talk more so we would not cry.. .. A moment after she hanged up the phone.. The plane started moving to the runway and trusted through the runway and the plane lifted towards the sky.. I sent my last sms to her and hope she receive it ..

Hong Kong express plane moving to the runway

I held back my tears on the way back listening to some songs~ Straight away after I reached home, I smsed Eu Juin whether he wants to play badminton.. Sadly SD club badminton court was fully booked.. And so he called me and talked to me a while and then right away he came to my house and find me.. I couldn't stand it anymore and let it all out in front of him.. I really really want to thank him for being there always when I need someone.. All the advises from him really stop me from getting worried and sad.. Thank you so much bro!! I guess I haven't show my true colours to many people yet.. hmm.. I don't know why I only show it to those someone I REALLY know... I wonder why.......

8 touching letters T.T

After reading two pages of the letter.. I felt too touched and cried all the way until I finish reading it.. I just couldn't go on with other 6 pages.. I guess I will leave it next few days to read it as I had 2 assignments due next week..

I'm gonna miss you very much~ I guess for you and me, for the first few days its going to be hurting and saddening.. But I guess our good friends will comfort us when I'm not around with you and you are not around with me... Really thank you for everything, providing me such great supports, care, love, happiness and more.. Just really glad that we met! I guess I should really thank Vincent who did the exchange and Nina who brought you to Waikiki on that day =)

HaHa~ I guess I should really stop writing or not my tears will continue to flow out non stop.. You are so right that both of us have unlimited tears =P Remember that the ring that we are wearing now, represent you and I, will be side by side no matter where we are.. Miss you~! and Love you~! p/s: remember to check your letter box every month!!! ^^

Thanks Dear~!

After a long day of suffering.. Yea suffering~ I did not prepare well for Marketing presentation for today.. Group with Nico.. Hmm~ Alamak! He was late! and many things did not went well because of his punctuality. Well anyway, lets get over with it.. I had Business Law lecture today and I did not get much from it. Really regret for not preparing for the lecture this time~! Gosh! I'm slacking~! More precisely.. I'm really coping with heavy pressure all around me now =(

Lets move on.. After that lecture I went to PPKKCTM to visit Amber & Nina as well as the children. They planning to give suprise to the children and I helped out a little. Without wasting time, we went to the curve, parked at my relative's place and walked there. Its just 5 minutes walking distance! Then I showed Nina around and we seperated as she is meeting with her friends.

Right after that, me and dear walked around and finally decided to go for our dinner at Sakae Sushi. She treated me!! Oh gosh~! And I did took her advise order what I want and we actually ordered lots lots of fooooooooooooods!!!!!

Chicken Teriyaki & Odena set

Beef Sukiyaki

Dear enjoying "cooking"

Studying the presentation of the food =P

Chawan Muuuuuuuushi!!!

Okonomiyaki

Dear with Jelliessss!!

Guess what!? We ate from 7.15pm until 10.15pm!! OMG!! Nina joined us around 9.15pm and helped us to finish the Okonomiyaki. Thank goodness we have her or not have to "ta pao" (take away) Its great that she loves it!! Haha~ Then we did some sharing moments~ Lots of stuffs discussed and I really wanna thank both my dear and my good friend Nina for being so understand. Its so true that internal people knows better than external. And yet the external is such like "CNN" though the internal don't complain at all! Anyway.. I don't care already la! Just do whatever you want! The most important is knowing that the closest people with you understand what's your intention and goals !

I had really a great time with both of them! On the way back, we joked and sang together. Just really really happy to have them here. And this the first time I saw Nina actually so happy as well. Really gonna miss both of ya. And thanks so much Nina for the present from Netherlands!!!

Front view

Back View

Tada~! Stroopwaffles inside!! Love it!!!

And Dear!! Thanks so much for the lovely dinner for celebrating our one month together Anniversary. Haha~ I can't believe the bill is much more expensive than when I ate with my mother and my sister at there. Guess we really ate a lot man ! XDD Thinking back all the sweet moments we had together. Thinking back how we all started and went through everything together. Thinking back how we actually get together! Is soooooooo farney lah~!!! Cherished all the moments we had!! Treasuring all the times we had!! Hope nothing can seperate us!! I love you dear!!!!!

One month!

Finally! We are together for one month!! Oh wait.. Maybe more than that? XD
For us.. I think our one month actually equals to one year..
So short time yet done so much.. I love you dear!! Forever!!!

Many many unexpected things happened during the times we are together..
Maybe I should say this as fate.. I do trust fate!!
I did not make any wrong decision.. I made it right..
Waiting all the way till today is really worth it!!

However, knowing the fact you are gonna leave soon..
Its hard to imagine or even think about it the day you are gonna leave..
Like today.. You are not with me for just one day.. I'm totally not myself!
Or should I say I'm not as happy as the days when I'm with you!


I gave all what I have... and I hope this is enough to make our relationship.... Very stable...
I'm so gonna miss you dear~! Whenever you are.. I will still think of you! Love you!
When the days when I'm not around with you, hope you won't be sad..
Hey you got all your good friends around you right? I shall thank them too =)

Lets not forget the days with the children too~! They are the cheerful ones..
I'm sure you gonna miss them loads too.. Haha.. I guess I have to be with them when you are not around... Oh no.. I'm gonna be tore apart soon =P



The moments with them are truly filled with rainbow colours..
Making my life even brighter than ever...



This post is specially dedicated to you dear~!
For all the things that you've done!
I truly love you~! 执子之手, 与子偕老~!
I will work hard to find you and...
Also wait for you here for your return...
I will definitely be strong...
And I hope you are strong too...
You are right!? My dear ma~ Stay strong!
HAPPY One Month "Anniversary"!!!
Leon <3 Amber

Loves,
~Leon~

No.239

I'm just so busy with assignments these days..
Even today I had to prepare for Marketing presentation tomorrow
About consumer behavior..
Oh gosh.. more to come...
And the worst thing.. dear going back Taiwan very soon..
Sigh.. Sometimes I just wish I had more time..
But no... Time flies... and it is still flying...
I'm really under pressure now.. from EVERYWHERE!!
Please help me!! =(

I will miss you very much~

I am really lucky to have you..
Everything came just like that..
And I'm glad...... Fate......
Thinking of you...
Loving you..
Missing you..
EVERY SECOND..!
Just please bare with the time left...
I Love you~

No. 233

Yesterday I went to Tropicana Club again! Yea! Another sports session for the second time in two weeks o.O Fetch dear back to Taman Megah to take her sports shoe then head to Tropicana right away.. We started off playing badminton for 30 minutes?

Old Squash racquet

Then we went to play squash. Though I encountered problems because I'm no longer a member of the club but my mom manage to get me in without paying for any facilities though still had to pay for Amber for the Squash court fees. Gosh! That idiot Malay guy kept following us no mater where we went. Dam him.. only thinking of earning money from us.. It was dear first time playing Squash but she improved quickly once she gets her hands on the racquet. Man it was really tiring and had to rest every 10 minutes. I felt I'm becoming old as I feel my stamina was lacking a lot. =(

Our hands turned red and black after one game

After that, my family all went to have shower and we waited for them for dinner. After they are done, we went to the lobby and head to The Palms coffee shop. Yay! We are having buffet dinner =) Its been long since I've eaten buffet =P I had one starter, 5 main courses, 1 set of snack, 1 set of desert and 1 set of fruits XD Oh Gosh! After that my stomach bloated woots o.O When for walk twice, once in between and once after I had finish everything.

Snapping photo.. suddenly..

What is Amber doing?? o.O

After everyone was satisfied with the food, we headed home after 3 hours of eating =P And so I rushed and finished my Marketing weekly assignment. Thank goodness I finished the first part of the question earlier and I took total of 4 hours + to finish that 2 marks assignment. Wth! Thats killing! Marketing assignment is getting harder each and every week. I wonder whats the next task!?

What more can I ask for?

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Thanks for everything!

Cherishing every seconds we had..

What more can I ask for?

No matter where we are..

How far we are..

Loves will always keep us together..

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