My life getting miserable

Oh gosh.. I've been spending whole day reading tons of management articles and trying to force myself to understand everything. Brainstorming on what am I going to write about in the essay, the arguments and stuffs. For some reason, my soul was not with me today as I hardly concentrate what I'm doing today. At 2p.m. the bookshop had lucky draws, 5 Monash University Student Association committees and Catherine drawn up those draws. None of the winner of I-pod shuffle attended, but the grand prize winner of a Dell laptop appear somehow after her name called twice. Damn... she's lucky!! Yet later, I went to library and work hard again. My head gonna burst soon!! I'm afraid I can't take it anymore.. I'm feeling that I'm gonna get sick soon again =.=

Thats it for now.. Time to go back to management @.@